Monday, November 22, 2010

The lullaby


She sat in the swing as the sun sighed its goodbye
Colors of lavender and gold painting the sky
Her head leaning against the chain as she cried
Murmuring the bittersweet sounds of a lullaby
“Hush little baby don’t say a word,
 Mama’s gonna buy you a mockingbird.”
Tears continue to fall down her cheek as she sobs
Mourning the loss of the daughter of whom she was robbed
She clasps her child’s porcelain doll as she swings
Slipping from reality as she sings
The doll’s hand seems to clasp her hand
Whispering sweetly, “Mama, sing it again.”

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Claret

Pounding the glass in frustration
Cracking the veneer of reality
Garnet rivers of anguish
Split open my skin
Raging slits that scream with red mouths
Spitting obscenities
While I bleed out
Standing in the flood that flows from my veins
Coppery sweet taste slithers
Along my tongue as I gasp
Drowning as I drink
My pain


Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Pale Moonlight...


I am a daughter of the moonlight
Pallor of the waning night
Enveloped by darkness, its comfort I find
Shielded from the suns exposure of time
No bright light graces my face
The paleness of my beauty is in the shadows embrace
Highlighting the surface, hiding true depths
Surrendering to the ebony blanket as it crept
A shallow light that dies by day
The turning of the earth controlling my way
Cycling from full sorrow to a sliver of pain
Continuing my twilight torture of life’s bane

Pull me from my place in the sky
Cursed I have been to have ridden so high
Take me quickly into the warmth of the sun
Tell me that of this constant pain, there is now none
Banish the darkness that cradles me in its arms
Awaken my eyes; show me there is no harm
Break this spell of Luna’s love
Show me there is still heat above
Make this chilled presence come to life
Free me from being a daughter of moonlight
Break these chains that hold me in the dark sky
I beg of you, let my rescue be nigh

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

Unchanging


Unchanging
Never-ending
Is regret
Wrong choices that weep
Like a festered wound
Canvas my soul
The stench of misdeeds
Caress my skin
Reminiscent of a lover always known
I pound my fists against
This mirror of reflection
Corrosive emotions etch the surface
As acid, hissing upon the glass
Of remembrance
Fragmenting the image of a woman
I was
I am
I will be
My reflection lays broken
As I was
As I am
As I will be